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at 7:39 AM

TPRAWKS! :D
OMG Temasek Polytechnic really damn fun,
serious!
Nv regret going there, bcos its better
than staying @ home and use com and rot!
haha right Gena! :D

Anw,imma lucky girl bcos i got
INTO TAY WEI KIAT'S COLOUR GROUP OMG! (:
yup, so this bf of mine took care of me <3
really really enjoyed this 2days,
but third day got 'Jam n Hop"
we can't go ):

I WANT TPRAWKS!!

:D


at 5:17 AM

Some things we don't talk about
better do without
just hold a smile
we're falling in and out of love
the same damn problem

together all the while
you can never say never
when we don't know why
time and time again
younger now then we were before
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,

picture you're the queen of everything
as far as the i can see
under your command
i will be your gaurdening
when all is crumbling
steady your hand

you can never say never
when we don't know why
time and time again
younger now then we were before
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go.

we're falling apart
and coming together again and again
we're coming apart
but we hold it together
hold it together, together again

don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go(x2)


This song makes me cry.
Its super meaningful, to me.
I'm sorry Wei Kiat,
for everyth that i'm done.
Its just me all along.
I'll promise i will change,
for the better aft O's.
:/

I realised,
I've used the wrong method to love you
afterall.
I'm sorry babe.


at 11:54 PM

3 more weeks and i'll pull it off this torture.
& i'll solve things once and for all.


at 11:44 PM

i feel empty.
my heart is empty.
People ask whether i'm sick or smth,
i shook my head.
i guess,
a distance grew between us.
You seem so near, but yet so far.
i don't want to leave you a past,
full of so many wonderful memories.


at 12:36 AM

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
Call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and pollished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
When you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
[X4]
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)


at 4:17 AM



He is not tall, neither is he short.
He is not fat,neither is he thin.
He is not retarded, neither is he smart.
He is not ugly,neither is he handsome.
He is just the right one for me,
The one that i love the most :D




Taken on National Day itself.
Watched the whole performance of NDP in The Ritz-Carlton Millenia,
located just above the floating platform.
Cool rightttttt?


There inside very nice! ^^
6star hotel very nice but expensive too!
My relatives booked the hotel just to
watch the NDP performance -.-
Mum asked Wei Kiat to coming along too (:
yup & i love the toilet so so much!



Hack school, it just sucks to the max.
I'm not trying to be late on purpose,
they're just making things difficult for me.
& blame it on the china drivers of SMRT.
When they're the driver of 965,
is confirm a late bus -.-
Thn every traffic light stop,
they think they very cool.
Zzz.
Oh well, adults are just being adults.
I'm just very fucked up about this problem
that has been very irritating for
4 consecutive years.
Oh well.
(:


at 10:35 PM

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home

(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

i've tried, i know, i understand. I fall.
i see, i hear, i cry.
i think, i feel, i cry.
you don't understand me,
you're not trying to,
although you promised too.
don't regret until you've lost me.
don't beg for forgiveness,
bcos you don't deserve any.
I needed you like how you needed me.
I don't want to be the one that keeps giving in,
until all feels so numb.
Our relationship just floats like
a boat on the water,
when a storm hits,
we capsized and drown.
what comes around, goes around.
It's all that simple (:


at 4:27 AM

i think i won't be blogging until O Lvl finish,
guess this will be the last post (:

Firstly, my prelim results sucks big time,
don't feel like talking about it.
Even my own boyfriend thinks that i'm lousy,
instead encouragements and comforting me,
i got scolded and teased by him.
oh, well.


& seriously, i don't think people saying
and telling me or others that they have
not study or are going to fail
their papers, and end up scoring
super good grades.
i'm not trying to say about anyone.
it's just smth that had been
bugging me for some time.
Frankly speaking, i hated those words.
"Oh shit la, i never study for this /that/whatever!
Omg la i'm going to fail lor, aiya die thn die la!"
thn after they gotten their results,
they changed.
What the fucking shit?!
It's only a pretend, a fake,
a sham.

Secondly,i'm getting pissed off by Wei Kiat.
Tell me, which boyfriend will tease you,
make fun of you, criticise you, laugh at you,
dont take you seriously, use violent on you,
dont reply your msgs, dont pick ur ur calls,
finds you irritating when you're trying to show your concern,
complain almost everyth when you're trying to make it
right for him, finding all sorts of reasons to
prove that he is always right, when you're trying to
tell him nicely that he is wrong ( really),ask you out
when he needs you or when he is bored, never cares
about how you feel, or how lonely you
might be out there.

He dont know anything, he dont even care.
Despite endless efforts to cheer him up
when he's stress at work,
despite my endless efforts to ask him
abt his feelings, ignore is his reaction.
Irritating is always the word
that came out of his mouth.
His eyes always wandered away, and he rather
look at some other things, thn focus and care
about what i'm trying to tell him.

When he feels sad, when he feels angry,
when he feels lonely, i try to listen.
i try to help. i gave my utmost care and
concern to him. i'm glad he always appreciated.
i'm happy that i never fails to cheer him up.
i loved his smile, i've yet to tell him that.
and of course that sinister laughter of his.
i don't like to hear him say that i'm
irritating, well who likes?
all those nonsensical stuff,
i've heard enough.

i've been giving in,
giving so much that,
i sacrificed alot.
All i get back,
is only mild care and love from him.
i know he has his way of
expressing his care and love towards me,
but does he really know what i want?
Can't he just compromise me?
for just once?
Why am i always the crying over everything,
every word that he said that triggered my tears,
everything he did towards me?
Why i am always the one,
trying to hold back my anger and tears,
to pull him back when he tried to walk
away aft we've quarelled?
Bcos i fear losing him, i fear alot.
it hurts, seriously and all takes time.
He should know, but i wonder
if his heart ever cry.

Love isn't only one giving in.
Both must try to give and take.
Wei Kiat, i'm not trying to blame you
for everything or making me sad.
i feel that i should tell you
everthing i feel until now,
Because i'm afraid,
one day, just on a day,
i left without saying anything,
since i can't take it any longer.
i don't think it's fair for you either.
you'll think that i'm selfish, but
yes, i'll leave you without saying
goodbye, if this continue.
If you never found out the reason why,
then that's the reason why.
i really, really don't feel like
doing this to you, but still,
there's time.
there's always time.

One more thing, her is her,
don't ever compare me with her.
I am who i am.
She's the reason that nearly caused us to
breakup.
It's not worth it, serious.
Can't you see?
She had hurt you so much,
but here i am trying to love him so much.
I'm mind alot when you chat with your Ex.
you should know what i mean.
What if you were me?
you will be jealous also right.

thanks for understanding my dear,
i said all these because i love you,
and nothing else.
Remember, we still have a long way to go.
I love you, Wei Kiat C: